Hiding and Seeking2022-
In Chinese society, an imbalanced gender power structure has formed under the
deeply rooted patriarchal system that has dominated for thousands of years. In
the rapidly developing contemporary social environment, the imbalanced gender
power structure directly or indirectly leads to irreconcilable family conflicts across
different generations within families.
In my project "Hiding and Seeking," I am inspired by my experiences of playing
hide-and-seek in an enclosed home space. As the hider or the seeker, I felt that
the player’s sense of security was always uncertain. I pondered why the family
environment, defined as the safest space, always gave me a complex and almost
unsafe feeling.
I focused on the invisible violence and oppression against women within the family
environment. In the project "Hiding and Seeking." I use human postures, gestures,
and everyday household items as entry points. Simultaneously, in my roles as
photographer, the subject being photographed, and photo editor, I rethink the
blurred boundaries of abuser and victim in the invisible violence of the family
based on the influence of patriarchal systems. On the one hand, I photographed
myself as the subject to reconstruct the « postures women are supposed to take in
their daily life », in a way to deconstruct and resist our patriarchal culture. On the
other hand, by remembering scenes of violence in my family, I channeled the
memories and feelings that were imprinted in my body, the physical reactions, and
the trauma that was triggered while existing as a woman in a man-dominated
culture. The body's resistance, being personal, becomes then political based on
my experiences, which I used as a tool to talk about violence against women on a
larger scale. By presenting scenarios that lie between reality and imagination
based on feelings, I symbolically hint at the self that is imprisoned, oppressed, and
attempting to resist in the closed family environment.
In this project, I'm interested in the relationship between the processes of «
viewing » and « cognition » by playing with everyday moments, deconstructing the
facade of this traditional daily life and discipline imposed on women in the family
household, I want to guide the viewer through happenings within the images. This
reflects on the power dynamics of the traditional binary structure represented in
the home.
Installation View
Dummy book